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i just posted a bunch of pictures in flickr that are from “the past”
these i scanned back in 2003… found a box of photos and selected a few… went to some random guy’s house i’d met on the internet (i think i posted a craigslist ad: “any body have a scanner i can use? up for conversation and technology only…”)
this visit back to my parents inspired me to actually edit the psd files into snapshots…
click this pic to go to my flickr site…
… enjoy?

sometimes i think people are cumbersome and stupid
yet talking to water is nice

the wall being alive is nice
the lightbulb being alive is nice
my plants are nice
the air is nice

these things bring me joy
humans do too… but so much strife…

my relationship to silent objects has always been better than my
relationship with other people.

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It’s all coming together
my rent went up $33
so I’ve held this lease a year
but I didn’t move in til October
when I got back from SMS in TN

so I’m going to have a housecwarming party next month
when I return from TN

dates forthcoming
but you can stop by

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ferry’s are awesome

( I’ve been saying “awesome” a lot lately… what’s that about?)

pets:
dogs dogs dogs
and cars

the smells

this stinky city
and insecticide
and fertilizers
clean lawns
the herbacide

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maybe it’s the movement that causes the camera to glitch?

no

but anyway
I gotta go
rushing here
to wait for a late boarding plane

anyone want anything from indiana?

we have family plans
brother will be in town
whole family together
and all the guys who want to hook up
… what about old friends?

I’ll check in

be back in NYC on Tuesday

i was walking home last night
a long day
glad to be home
… saw flashing red lights up my street…
ohhhh, hope that’s not my building (assuming fire)

no
it was an ambulance

ambulance for the ambiance

i walked by and saw a guy through the open back door
on a stretcher
bags hanging
two men doing something to him

what does the “para” mean in “paramedics”?
as i walked by
i thought of conversations i had with a friend in portland
… i don’t want to deal with ParaMedics
i want there to be more MetaMedics in the world

helpers dealing beyond the medical (what does the “Medic” mean?)

addressing the problem from the etheric realm
emotional, psychic, soul

we all need helpers sometimes
helpers beyond ourselves…

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I like modeling
it’s fun
and I like creating images with my freaky and beautiful visage

but every time I get offered a job to make money
they want to cut my hair and shave my face

which would take most of the fun out of it
I’m sure

too obvious
replaceable

but do you think I would enjoy the world of modeling as a pretty boy?

as limited a time as it would last at this point…

do you think it would be a tragedy?
or more of a growth opportunity?