But then we
Dance
And drink
And screw
Because we don’t know what else
To do
But I suppose
If my lover
Continually
Can Be only as good as I am
Then I’m essentially a shitty lover
How do I get out of that one?
This one..
“you can’t get what you want from me
Can not
Ever
Never
Nunca
Siempre
Para todos
From me
Never get
What you want”
Where do I apply
To get someone outside my story?
It’s tired in here
”
Finding The One
is like looking through a deck of cards
If you get a 10 of diamonds
You don’t try to turn it to an Ace
You just…
Flip.
”
( heard on the A train just before 168 )
I was just thinking about the many people I know who’s lives are bring shockingly altered right now…
As I listen to the real business people on/in their cells complaining of all of their money falling apart…
The MTA is in debt and will be cutting train lines…
Now no investments for the future…
Gas too expensive to go to the country house as often as we did…
I think about a newer friend of mine
When having a conversation about the economy collapsing
The New Depression
And he must have heard a tinge of Glee in my voice…
He said ” Those People are Me, Dominic… ”
And he’s been overhauling many aspects of his life
Excersize, nutrition…
Like an over-sized body,
This style of living is just not sustainable
And I believe Choosing to Change things in your life you Can deal with
Helps you deal with the changes in your life you have no control over
This is not just a test
some old thing or other
Coz I’m in a movie
I’m glad I can post multiple images from my phone now
Posted via LiveJournal.app.
a few days ago
my uncle (father’s side, his youngest brother)
sent out an email to everyone in my family (and some other people i don’t know)
talking about the USPS postage stamp representing the muslim holidays “EID”
it was forwarded from some guy who often sends him things that he often forwards to me
mostly they’re dumb, sometimes somewhat insightful
and though i hate junk mail, i usually just let it slide
… but this one was all about how “real americans” should boycott the stamp
as it is a slap in the face to all of the “americans” who have died at the hands of the “vicious muslims”
hmmm
after three days of no one else in the family responding
i wrote out a response and sent it “reply all”
when i woke up this morning there was a voice mail from my father
.. i avoided it a few hours
and when i listened to it
it just said “call me”
when i did
i was shocked that he said
“i wanted to tell you i read your email… and i’m proud of you. what you did was the right thing… and though i don’t agree with everything you said, i admire that you did it and how you did it”
i was shocked.
i posted about this about a year ago
but had a resurgence with it tonight.
coupled with the newest Radiohead video for Reckoner (which i posted a few weeks ago)
i love the apocalyptic feel this video has
— as if some crazy old man is gibbering on about shit that has no more importance anymore because it doesn’t exist
(in our post 2012 world where the economy has collapsed and there is no more USA or post office or shopping choices…)
rambling, remembering…
the music was done by Corey Dargel
who i quite like.
you can check out some other songs of his
here: http://www.youtube.com/user/dazedorpheus
from his performance “Removable Parts” (about the fetish he found on the internet: voluntary amputation”
— of the three, i recommend “Castration”
his own website is here:
http://www.automaticheartbreak.com/
http://www.removableparts.com/
—
and don’t worry: i’m not an apocalyte
in fact, now that Obama has been elected
no one is anymore: He has Saved The Future!
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