i’m doing this yeast cleanse
which means taking six pills a day of pills chock full of capryllic acid, pau d’arco, tea trea oil and garlic
but it more means
i’m not eating any sugar
or… anything sweet.
it’s slightly frustrating
but in reality
i’m noticing it’s keeping me from eating crap
and when i’m snacky
i’m eating healthier things
— i really like this
shouldn’t i just do it all the time?
though sweets are tempting
they never make me feel good
i wonder if i could just be off them . . . (i was about to quantify that, but what i mean is just that — off them)
refined sugar/bread/rice/etc are just drugs anyway
shouldn’t i break that addiction?

for any of you who look at my home page
i’ve given it some nips and tucks over the last few days
check it out
and tell me what you think
especially the face for conversations
as i’ve had those pictures in that directory most of the year
but just got around to making its face tonight
(and a hell of a lot of debugging too)
it’s simple.. but it’s there now.
now…
Now:
now to expand it.

i don’t think i’ve done N.Y. Resolutions since i was in high school
but i saw this in dennisatl ‘s journal and tried it just to see

In 2007, waltzingtree resolves to…

Go to shaman every Sunday.
Cut down on my channeling.
Volunteer to spend time with road trips.
Spend more time with my smiths.
Give some gay bears to charity.
Go to the art fags every month.

Get your own New Year’s Resolutions:

it’s purty fuckin accurate
so i had to post it.

sunset on last year
-relaxed root – outsider – moonshot – Happy Arbitrary Calendar Year – jelly reality – about you too

… so i am coming to clarity and focusing my desire… it will all find its way in time.

examining the nature of Candida . . . and leading up to the next post

simmering down to being a bit sultry

all this relationship stuff… UGH!… i just wanted to sit and write about it… i’ve been meaning to for days… but it’s scary to me… so here’s a long wondering of it.

the notes i jot down in the notebook i’ve had next to the bed here in TN since September- typed in reverse order, from recent to oldest, with movies and research seperated at the end

i just made these icons from some graffiti i found on Vyner Street in London
— nearly across the street from the Fred gallery
i then found his mate
painted by the same person
on a door in the east village of NYC
owly
i am
so i wanted to share the larger images where i created these icons from
… and if anyone knows the artist
TELL ME WHO IT IS

it’s a million o’clock
i feel like i should have been asleep hours ago
but i don’t know where to sleep right now
and nothing feels comfortable
so i’m doing my work
fiddling with buttons
putting things where they need to be
my lego foundation
piece by piece
mmmm
nature nature nature
now i just feel like i’m silly for being here at all
and really i should just be in NYC
but if i did that right now
i’d just call myself a pinball
and elliot would smack me
so i’m going west again
and may spend days bathing in the sun and salty waters
which i probably need
then i’ll be back here in the spring
ready to embark on getting my own apartment in the city
so i can live my glamourous and grueling life
of flying from place to place
compiling images
and working on making sounds
i feel like i’ve almost got the feet to do it
… my heart
… my heart

new moon. new year. new life. again.