maybe it’s a stance
but I often tell people I don’t believe in Evil, but,…
lately
I’ve been understanding the disadvantage that puts me at for most human pursuits
tonight
I came to an understanding of the difference between good and evil
so simple and obvious
but useful and practical
and
for all intents and purposes
True and Nice
24 hours with an Antipode of myself
which, as far as polarities go, is pretty interesting in itself
people constantly bickering
a man continually talking to himself
and when he speaks it’s almost a mockery of a stereo type
is probably gay
and a woman so . . .
well, they’re very nice people
but there’s the endless stories drama and money and the past
not they
but he
smokes all day
drinks all day
and makes insane announcements after audibly hearing his brain shift gears for extended moments
“did you hear that the whole Organic food movement is bunk? just a scam to make money: there’s no difference. I saw an Expose on TV this weekend…”
the world here… somehow
I saw, again, why I don’t watch tv
some beautiful stuff
– rocks that slide around magically in death valley!-
but even that is all presented in paradigms of drama and fear…
one said he was angry that the tv said these things! they aren’t true! and they confuse us! and we’re addicted to it!
yes.
a modicum of examples…
but in my life
it’s about the energy that puts you to sleep and erases you
is Evil
that which enlivens you: makes you wish more, thus, interact with all that is living… and guides and supports you
Simply, Good
and resonates with my being
it is useful to use and have both forces, yes
in good measure
and evil
but to Do
to Be
i am drawn more to Good
and Evil bores me and pisses me off
.iP
“…yeah, and other political corporation created nanotechnology like the HIV virus…”
.iP
Who can tell me something interesting about the Lupinari?
and how do they differ from the Galabanti?
I assume Lupus is Wolf, yes?
the i at the end is plural
what is the ar?
any stories or fine points?
.iP
How much food do you need to survive?
Are you so hungry to take what is not yours?
Grab what is not offered?
have you forgotten how hungry the rest are?
And to feed them of your self
Nourishes you as well?
-iP
i got homeand felt un-deniably exhausted
so lay down on my day bed
and fell asleep
dreamt of Stephen Merritt playing on the subway
with Seth? or Daniel Freeman?
i was working in an old house
tearing stuff down
-framing out a new room
the back door open
onto a green field, forest on the edge
and there was my sister
and Stephen playing “Lonely Highway”
the subway rumbling
the boss was coming
and i went to hide
and everything went sideways
i realized i was dreaming
and turned and turned in late afternoon nap sweat
the heat of the summer
but i couldn’t bring myself to go pick raspberries today
now
some pullups and pushups
now
off to a client
cancelled the other
spend the night with a friend
and…
going to the beach tomorrow.






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