in meditation
or masturbation
I noticed how far away I was
and replying to some farmer from a fetish site
I said that farmers were more physically present than nearly anyone else in our society is able to be
it clicked in
late last night
that I could choose
me
somehow
now
I have that option
being aware of it
moment by moment
as I hold my posture or take a deep breath
I can be aware of everything that is around (and inside of me)
unlike journaling
or reading a book
I came out of the train into father demo square
and saw how beautiful this place is
and felt it
now Jorge is here
– we’re off to eat a play

we accidentally went behind the restaurant… and i couldn’t help myself but to take this photo

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i’ll be posting hundreds of the 1500 photos i took while in puerto rico this week
every day i’ll put one here
and you can click on it to see the rest i’ve uploaded
Today’s were all taken while driving around the mountains on the 28th…
i forgot the names of the town
and forgot to photograph the food…
(sorry)

we missed you!
we’re coming home!
(thank you puerto rico)

which is a good thing
seeing that we’re flying back to New York in 8 hours

and I found a vine

more fotos in my flickr

we drove to the south west of the island to go to a nude beach at
guanica…
it was alright

jorge wanted to show off my messy face

I wish I could attend a school for young shamans…
am I too old already?
where do I sign up?
or do I just have to do all the work anyway
and be included by proxy?