writing myself in love

i just wrote a lot
caught up with all the days since i’ve been here
came in
and wrote the most recent
wishing to have my heart open
but feeling… Closed.
then i wrote a few days ago
posting
catching up with today
and by the time i got to this morning
i felt happy and appreciative
love
yeah
in love
it’s a way to be
and it’s not dependant on another person..
… though i did get to talk with my friend Joshua on Skype
Yeah!
— everything’s backdated so as not to clog up friend’s lists
click on my face to read my days