(written on the train 3days ago)
thank you mercury
I guess you’re helping me weed out wastes of time
of course I’m not pure yet
but I feel such a clarity
your slowing down
turning
perspective switching
I feel less attracted to sex
to orgasm
desiring more The Friend
I just realized how temporary this is
but it feels good and scary
being with people and not wanting sex
just adoration and loving
just intimacy
.iP