back-dated to fit in the calendar, but recorded near 3am on THE NIGHT of the 29th (so early on the 30th)
back-dated to fit in the calendar, but recorded near 3am on THE NIGHT of the 29th (so early on the 30th)
back-dated to fit in the calendar, but recorded near 3am on THE NIGHT of the 29th (so early on the 30th)
back-dated to fit in the calendar, but recorded near 3am on THE NIGHT of the 29th (so early on the 30th)
back-dated to fit in the calendar, but recorded near 3am on THE NIGHT of the 29th (so early on the 30th)
back-dated to fit in the calendar, but recorded near 2am on THE NIGHT of the 28th (so early on the 29th)
back-dated to fit in the calendar, but recorded near 2am on THE NIGHT of the 27th (so early on the 28th)
back-dated to fit in the calendar, but recorded near 2am on THE NIGHT of the 27th (so early on the 28th)
the trim
spargel party
finally
someone i can talk to
and that aquarius trick:
television
and boardgames
food and sex
but not in love
stuttgart
and falling in love with rudi
friends with juergen
bulls everywhere
bulls and twins
hockenheim
the farm
poppies
amazing meat
sect
and that pond
argh!
freiburg
a month?
but i gotta go
money: no money
Switzerland!
marcel the drained of life one
forced into sex/massage
ah, a way to make money
and chocholate
and raining
and bankers
and wondering where i’m going to stay
and
Wolfgang (but it wasn’t that easy)
the photobooths
marcel asking
so more
inseliwerd
the bike! oh yes, don’t forget the bike.
time in bern? no, no time, really
onto italy
a night in Milan
the long road up hill from pistoia
Meike
Giordano Bruno
dirt up hill
fica
cooking
massaging
“the wells have gone dry, we’re all gonna die”
best pasta
making bags
recorder
rainbow
“we need water”
dying
Martin
brother.
chad
the isralie with the beard/ with polly
the french women
hungry dave
the chai tent
the italian bear guy
nicola!
leaving the bike
the best gelato ever in bologna
eli?
bratislava
Pinochio
sick
lost in vienna
through austria
“old sad man and cat”
Bern with my boy friend
kitchari
then on to Lyon
“like i’ve lived here 5 years”
falling down five flights
mercury retrograde
fighting up the hill
dancing to is you is or
pastries
friendly
Paris!
you are not a bear
louvre, muse d’orsey
amsterdam
marcel
eli
my fucking picture you fucking prick
oh
centraal.
rysdaelstraat
making the journal
putting away things i don’t need, like robert’s shirt
wolfgang visiting
the floating trees
danny
of course the sheik, before…
ummm
down do switzerland again?
to surprise wolfgang?
then to london with X?
bob
hair washing
XXL
David/richard
king richard
the hand shake
all the lies
but talking with my dad on the phone
amile and total extasy
turning and walking across the room of time
wales
raw foodies
(and those in CH sometime… peaches)
most poisonous mung beans
glastonbury
the tor
the springs
and the smoker:
the southern british
so sad and self destructive
a different breed
bath
mushrooms
the fear
yackov
and all the lies
all the bullshit
giving up
eli begging
so back to america
leo / amanda / eli
the hamburger
being with my boyfriend
while everything is cooling
hermitage
rico red
truffels, pig.
dan kemp
alejandro? allessandro? whatever, the fuck
but good shoes out of the deal
the german gardener?
the horse farmer?no no
that was later
fasting?
billies?
Leo?
the van
the driving test
on the road again
all my worldly posessions
brother
desert
charles
ran horn
louisiana black man
alabama: ruby hill
hmmm
short mountain
a million miles
and don’t take my picture
Goat
and the storm
making love to the computer
direction
not companionship
goat
family
(too long, depression, father, iml, etc..)
the shave
working for kwai in Santa Cruz
HIV testing
feeling like he knows me feeling but is purposely ignoring them to get what he wants
the emotional cobwebs in the house
4th billy gathering
(leo)
Beijing
what?
the heat
the pork!
the street food (carob bun, crispy crep thing)
street sweeper
tiantan park
dongden park
stool massage
great wall
Tom
djong quai
“just in their head”
“for the best for china”
“so glad they opened tibet to us”
2008 hosting
Mongolia
rotten animal food
cracks in the pavements
lack of coverings
filthiest
letting it go
leaving town:
bubonic plague
the van
the shaking
the mounds of rocks
the connstant talking of the professor
sexual tension
and abstinance
not robert anyway
fuck
the gers
the herbs
the herbalist
mountain monastery being rebuilt
fly dung
the horses
love!
the horses
day five
fresh meat
the riding
discrepencies
sink holes
perma frost
wrestling
drinking
green-beret/rodeo clown
up the hill one violent red morning to give my most precious to the oovum
trash that does not rot
yes, the beautiful lake
and hot springs
and
tomarow
whores in the hotel
strippers
monasterymissing the flight
beijing
a little more stressed
trash cans?
grrr
flight home
riding the bike
finishing the job
heading to SF
jim: 9/11
tieawaz/ public enemy
the biggest tragedy
fuck this shit
hermitage
drunken jag
alone time
web cam
bear411/bearwww
re-introducing….: Porn!
indian food
mom
hot springs
art of living
woman’s tea
dan kemp
hawaii
ticket
“we’ll still be here after you’re gone”
seattle
ice-dildo
ass massage
drunken jag: i do this to survive
not acceptable
joe!
transformers (ugh)
heavy boots, walking. heavy balls, belly
fuck this shit
Europe
sick (sf first, valentine)
einhoven
maastrict
belgium
amersfort
delft
amsterdam
robert/elvis
jan
leo gone
the princess
the hat!
poor leno
hans
laagte kadijk
stuck in the swamp
no money
friend
no friend
american are hot
oh no!
long nights
jack
argos
verticle: no one to get horizontal with
loving leo
nights in white satans.
worst thing to ever do, to be damned to love like that
breaking free
before that, though
die koperwelten
carneval in koeln
so then
back to koeln
and gumersbach with frank
andreas…
so down to freiburg to meet patrick
for a trim
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