it isn’t about masturbation
it’s about wasting energy
so it is good you’re not masturbating
but fucking that guy that you don’t love
and don’t like
— that’s a waste of energy
reading articles on the internet all day
writing notes
getting music
looking at pictures
it’s all a waste of time
WHEN
you have work to do
on yourself
in your self
in the pictures and words
when there are things you would like to be doing
this is you
carried along
unfocused
so your ritual didn’t work today
you cannot sculpt with chaos and boredom
moving too fast
missing everything
what’s it gonna take?
what do ya gotta do?
will someone hold your hand
dear pan
and keep you on the ground?
0 thoughts on “note to self”
ogam
You are heard.
dominicvine in reply to ogam
thank you for listening..
i’m just kinda screaming into the forest at myself
but it’s good to get a nod
HUGS
carytown
is it important to necessarily work? or more important to merely let yourself be?
dominicvine in reply to carytown
bee
cary
my life is a dynamic process of being
and in fact
i’m better at being than i am at creating
and it’s gotta be a dance
the tao
balance of yin and yang
the passive experiencing the world i’m ok at
it’s creating my reality that is tricky for me at this point
i’ve let myself go a little under
— do you understand the level of existentialism i’m talking about operating on?