Somewhere inside me
there is a man with a big round belly
i feel him
when i’m walking down the street
taking long deep strides
my energy rolling down into my groin
from the magma centre of the world
to my belly button
i engorge
and fill the whole world with myself…
or fill myself with the whole world
round
it rolls in my belly
and i cannot help but let the joy of feel it all splash over my face
deep strides
feet pushing through peat of the earth
sparks of love and sensuality..
i felt him tonight between takes in the movie
while the turkey was resting on top of the oven
and my friend was on the phone
i rolled a cigarette there
walked out on the balcony
and stared at the moon
sending little smoke cignals up the night sky
that big luminous lover up there
smiling at me
trusting in someone who’s always there
but always changing
and never
really
depends on me.