when you read these
can you see where i’m tricking myself?
and if you can
are you able to tell me?
point them out… let me know… make it clear?
and if you can
are you able to see where you’re tricking yourself?
and if you are
can you make it stop?
or do you want it?
would you like to get together?
work this out as friends… as lovers?
is that a bad thing?
a dependance to be shamed?
or is that the preciousness which we really seek?
and if love is pulling eachother into perfection
(like cyropracting… like salt water taffey)
what is a lazy sunday afternoon for?
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redfurrybear
No
I don’t want it to stop
dominicvine in reply to redfurrybear
Re: No
of course not.
none of us that are alive do.
… i’ve always had contradicting desires in me…
Anonymous
purple
purples a funny color
reimnds me of u
never quite told u this but sometimes u infutriate me
and sometimes delight me
and sometimes make my eyes open when i didnt even know they were shut
boys have come
and boys have gone
pale memories
shadows
— bigheartdbear/papadom/seer of colors
half remembered phrases
of song i once sung
but somehow u remained
and became more real
with each passing day
tho i suspect my role in your story is a small one, a bit player, a walk on
and thats ok
cause we each let each other mean what were supposed to
and what we need to
and what we should
and sometimes
in the wee hours of morning
u remind me of purple