it’s a million o’clock
i feel like i should have been asleep hours ago
but i don’t know where to sleep right now
and nothing feels comfortable
so i’m doing my work
fiddling with buttons
putting things where they need to be
my lego foundation
piece by piece
mmmm
nature nature nature
now i just feel like i’m silly for being here at all
and really i should just be in NYC
but if i did that right now
i’d just call myself a pinball
and elliot would smack me
so i’m going west again
and may spend days bathing in the sun and salty waters
which i probably need
then i’ll be back here in the spring
ready to embark on getting my own apartment in the city
so i can live my glamourous and grueling life
of flying from place to place
compiling images
and working on making sounds
i feel like i’ve almost got the feet to do it
… my heart
… my heart