driving to my parent's home in my parent's car

drove around and around in the pick up today
ended at Destiny
talking with Bambino in the car
playing him music
kissing…
it reminded me of sitting in the driveway outside of my parents’ house
in whatever car
“my” car
their car…
at 3 am
2 am
midnight
late
later than i should be
should be asleep
all the stars out
having to stay awake late at night because it’s the only time that was mine
having to live in the margins of someone else’s life
and that’s why i’m leaving…
that’s why i’ve always been leaving
looking for a blank page to make my story in
i think i’ve collected enough now, yeah?
it’s time to start writing.