Death Culture

…
a few days ago
on the drive back from nashville
i stopped at the Sunshine health store in Murf
owned and operated by an Africamerican family
today the nice white new age lady was there…
she let me know that it was all it God’s plans with every sentance she uttered
but something interesting she said:
Candida (the yeast that causes thrush… and many other problems in humans)
is only naturally present in the body for ONE reason (that modern science has been able to discover):
to help decompose the body when you die.
every body has a small culture of it for that perpose
(when the party is all over, someone still has to clean up)
so when people have outbreaks of Candida
that’s why they suffer such diseases (as dead corpses)
bloating, rashing (the skin being eaten), infections
and general un-healthyness…
now
she didn’t make this extrapolation
but this is how my mind works:
i’ve often looked at being alive as a balance
many of us are in pain
and there is much to be joyful about
we are living so long as our attention is more on th joy than the pain
when the pain wins over, we’re dying
Dying is a way of Being
the more we’re dying
the more we’re cultivating Death
we keeping living until our balance tips over into
Dead
( … that’s one option, of course a person could live joyfully as long as they like… and when they’re done, could just gracefully step out: but that is rare )
…
now i noticed i was getting thrush really bad LAST year
when i was sucking lots of cocks
— all that yeast in men’s legs
Yeast all over their root chakra
their sceptar of creation
Death taking over
and me… lapping it up…