but what really kept me from sleep

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disparity
or
continuity
?

portland
or
NYC
?

shave
or
nazerite
?

with my long hair
i want to connect the full story of past and present and connect the flow from imperfect humanity to devine

my own family story connected with its healing
my own fall
to rise again

i
fear
i
don’t have the strength

i could shave
be an actor
waiter?
writer
singer
Artist

i could succumb
hide
fail both
mired in my
what if? s
and
i did . . .

until i faded out

which life am i going to live?

the stories seem clear.

so many paths
so many directions
so many diversions
sometimes you get to a place
where the sidewalk ends

sit there?
go back?

jump off?