A surprise to me

I did a photoshoot yesterday
On the roof, on the beach ( the ship is gone! ) and in my room against my murals
I promised not to publish any until they get accepted or not for something else
Talking with Leo, he asked me why I do this… As the photographer had…
I liked what came out of my mouth:

When I was younger I never imagined I would look like this
It was never a goal or ideal of mine

I was very into ellegance
I wanted to be Beautiful and have only Beautiful people around me
In the form of Handsome Refinement

I still love seeing Italian men who are perfectly groomed
Showing off their features…

But I really like what I’ve become as well
It’s a surprise to me
And I honestly don’t spend hours a day looking at myself
Even the photos i’ve posted in my “conversations” webpage I haventvseen all of myself

But I love that people want to photograph me
It is a record
A journal of it’s own
And oftentime more fun than just a Hook-up