the shave
working for kwai in Santa Cruz
HIV testing
feeling like he knows me feeling but is purposely ignoring them to get what he wants
the emotional cobwebs in the house
4th billy gathering
(leo)
Beijing
what?
the heat
the pork!
the street food (carob bun, crispy crep thing)
street sweeper
tiantan park
dongden park
stool massage
great wall
Tom
djong quai
“just in their head”
“for the best for china”
“so glad they opened tibet to us”
2008 hosting
Mongolia
rotten animal food
cracks in the pavements
lack of coverings
filthiest
letting it go
leaving town:
bubonic plague
the van
the shaking
the mounds of rocks
the connstant talking of the professor
sexual tension
and abstinance
not robert anyway
fuck
the gers
the herbs
the herbalist
mountain monastery being rebuilt
fly dung
the horses
love!
the horses
day five
fresh meat
the riding
discrepencies
sink holes
perma frost
wrestling
drinking
green-beret/rodeo clown
up the hill one violent red morning to give my most precious to the oovum
trash that does not rot
yes, the beautiful lake
and hot springs
and
tomarow
whores in the hotel
strippers
monasterymissing the flight
beijing
a little more stressed
trash cans?
grrr
flight home
riding the bike
finishing the job
heading to SF
jim: 9/11
tieawaz/ public enemy
the biggest tragedy
fuck this shit
hermitage
drunken jag
alone time
web cam
bear411/bearwww
re-introducing….: Porn!
indian food
mom
hot springs
art of living
woman’s tea
dan kemp
hawaii
ticket
“we’ll still be here after you’re gone”
seattle
ice-dildo
ass massage
drunken jag: i do this to survive
not acceptable
joe!
transformers (ugh)
heavy boots, walking. heavy balls, belly
fuck this shit
Europe
sick (sf first, valentine)
einhoven
maastrict
belgium
amersfort
delft
amsterdam
robert/elvis
jan
leo gone
the princess
the hat!
poor leno
hans
laagte kadijk
stuck in the swamp
no money
friend
no friend
american are hot
oh no!
long nights
jack
argos
verticle: no one to get horizontal with
loving leo
nights in white satans.
worst thing to ever do, to be damned to love like that
breaking free
before that, though
die koperwelten
carneval in koeln
so then
back to koeln
and gumersbach with frank
andreas…
so down to freiburg to meet patrick
for a trim