being away from the computer like this
— the difference is much more poignant
naked
with nature
when i get on the computer to write
i can feel my head get all spacious
disconnected
filled with electric static
it became much more clear to me why i’m always grabbing my dick while i’m on my computer:
it pulls me down into my body
after writing for nearly an hour
i needed to take a break and look at porn
— just started organizing my hard drive
it occurs to me now
it’d be better to get up and walk in the sun every hour
not porn
nature
Nature
Nature.
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kyooverse
For me, it would be something like… nature, not security. But then, that needs explaining — I won’t.
It’s funny. You spend time processing other people’s energy. Me, I drink it — boundary dissolution, and then I have to release it. I have to process to know how *I* feel. I don’t have to always be reactionary… or act on the energy deposited within me. That’s all the language I have for it.
Also, don’t worry about responding or what not. Move as you need.
dominicvine in reply to kyooverse
well.. to me
i feel things NEED to be witnessed
or they just keep happening
and i’ve got that fucking bohdisatva thing
that i can’t just let the wheel keep spinning
if i see something i can do
i have to do something
so processing
feeling it
it helps it not continue
… unless i feed the process that makes them do it.