sunday night

facts?
so
i’m sitting in the SAFEHOUSE coffeshop on speedway here in Tucson
it’s sunday night
the officlal last night of the Fiesta
today we went for a hike out at Tanque Verde Falls
absolutely beautiful
it had beed four months since i had been naked and hiking around barefoot
so it was very good for me
some sex with sexy men
bears who came along…
old farmer/world traveller guy who was there
and got to see an guy i know from the Faeries
“tie me a knot”
otherwise
i felt
yet again
overly tired
and ill-at-ease
walked out to talk to people
and was immediately accosted by a drunk guy
very sexy body
but he was too FULL on for me
so i eventually retreated to the room again
but the TV and the Dogs…
so i went out to the lobby to read
and then the Pie Ceremony was over
and noise
OK
Frank walked in and we started talking
and at the mention of Wi-Fi
we were out the door
to come here
and look for Richard…
(old friend, poet, monster…)
too long now
too much smoke
too much “joy division” playing on the stereo
…from safety to where?
hopefully dreams.