i left the big island friday morning
last week
my intention was to move across the island
once i’d finished my month commitment with N&K
and live at another farm
where i would have internet access and electricty
the man who owns that farm wanted to meet me, of course
and doesn’t live there full time
so
because i have an “art opening” in new york
i suggested i fly to meet him on the mainland instead
so i could be there for my opening
the only good flight he could get
was the next morning
so off i went
i spent the weekend in the SF bay area
this man i’ve met has agreed to mentor me
… i’ve always wanted a mentor
and i believe he is the right person
per many a friend’s suggestion
the relationship is not sex based
he thinks and processes like i do
but he’s older
and much better/clearer at it
so he’s helping me sort through some of the lies i tell myself
— i’ve needed this for a long time
and being in my saturn return as i am
i am ripe for this treatment
(if i continue in this way.. .i’ll be blowing around the world for the next 28 years… if i survive that)
so we’vve got some plans in the works for me
as it looks now
i’ll be living in Vermont this summer
working on his farm up there
i will visit NYC occasionally…
and the midwest
in the fall
i will return to the farm in hawaii to live for a few years
(stationary-like)
and go to school
get my self focused!
so there’s that
the vaugeries of my plans