i finished planting the garden today i really lost my inertia with the garden a few weeks ago when i cut my hair i suddenly started being attacked constantly by deer flies and my scalp got sunburned my first day out there as well burn and bites all over: not pleasant and having to wear clothes while garden just wasn’t attractive to me so i kept putting it off bit it’s been nagging at me as the solstice is almost here and most of the garden was planted but the obvious spots were eating at me so today i finished it eh, we finished it my mom and it but i was out there until the light was almost gone and the fireflies were dancing - i’ll do my best to share how it progressed through the summer . . . was it yesterday? errr, recently, was moving soil from an old compost heap that has turned into a Comfrey bed and kept hitting root i don’t like letting things go to waste… so i cleaned it all and today i chopped it for HOURS while listening to Paul Selig on some podcast naked in the sun . . . it’s complicated to know what i want now want anymore i don’t know but i want everyone to be free i want everyone to be loved and i used to be suffering from that not being the case can i just believe it is and help it be so? you are free you are loved i am free i am loved all is well all is well all to all