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I’m out of time/sync
but I like these pictures I took in my "hallway"
I have two in my apt
but this is my cluttered and decorated one. . . so much space for more

the frizz I’ve been feeling is fading
I’ve been resting in my nest of an apt
enjoying not cleaning or washing or organizing
just stagnating and pondering
I feel a gentle shifting
and I’ll get up to walk again soon

however
Dear Mr. T has kept me social
he claimed my fifth day of birthdays
though I seem him more than anyone else
all this Theater. . .
he invited me to dinner
which was delicious
with Excellent ambiance
he took me to BAM to see Jonathan Pryce in the Pinter play "the Caretaker"
which was. . .
I’d never seen anything like it
and loved the British mess of it
the moments of mundane madness
the storytelling

and the conversations on the train afterwards

the play echoed in me
feelings when I’m lacking gratitude
which has become more precious to me the longer I live
and I am grateful for friends
as I’m grateful for feeling gratitude
a gift returned to me at the end of my last California trip
I do not yet feel I have regained my strength nor beauty
but I am also grateful for friends who hold it in their hearts

I’m blessed
and not entirely tired
on my vampire schedule
it’s time to now sleep

wake by an alarm today
stuff to do in the city
thank you city
I’ll come greet you soon

boom!

.iP