30.2

i’ve written a few hours tonight
but am still desperately behind
but must sleep!

just jotting down outlines
as “today” will be the solstice and mermaid parade: i’m sure i won’t be writing today.

20:

summer solstice in the desert
acid trip
flying
lost in the desert
hot springs

sun burning
amanda ultimatum
living with the bears
intuit-2
andy
larry
Scoobie-steve
james grrr

leaving for new york
salem
terrorists
portland
whoredom
sleeping in the truck
living with poppy
living in the bath house
India!
Tapestry
Jerry, the aquarius trick
thinking about my brother
{brother, brother confusion with trevis, eli… brother as human, obvious need to learn what it means to be a human. the passions, fears, respects. . .}