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today
10° Gemini today
happy solar return to me
walk the B.M.W. Bridges with Ian and Daniel.
a million pictures
I forgot about y’all
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I’ve done better things today
but, social conscious….
and
SMASH THE MAC!
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my two birthdays in NYC have included with me taking pictures of
myself every day
but back then
I was doing that more
this year it will require a bit more effort
because I’ve let that habit lapse
what I enjoy about my extended birthday cycle is the ritual time of
self examination
maybe this year will be further obfuscation
in keeping current with my ideas…
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the rain came
as the full moon came
into opposition with my sun
washing the oppressive heat out of the sky
humbling the humidity that held me down
baking in that heat on the rocks without hope of joy
nowthe air is fresh and cool
the moon high and bright
and I’m floating free
with no man to bouy me
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I don’t mean to be Suzanne about everything. It’s just reality is completely and totally malleable and kind of arbitrary supreme much anything you come up with you can deal with any way to imagine any story can you please send proof you just believe it’s most useful see with the top and what’s most practical what’s most powerful I’m so including images with the suggestion feature mind feed your imagination saying I want to increase my healing decrease my disease going on course you have cold to get cold sore how cold to put pictures of sex sites package sent the bodies to show’s you have 10 simple exercises you can do that or come to my Bernard meaning that you probably have never done that before have to select some money for virtual but not want to taste much time that would keep you from doing it but it’s just a series of things you do that when you’re getting it you’re thinking all these things I’m doing are causing ceiling in myself and in your mind you these pictures of the site is a transgenic T cells doing it will work or power being compacted in Europe Don Ken her third chakra think that asked Sager actions her later spend time using your imagination using your body using your physical vital energy making things have to make a difference in your life and 10 I should do this sooner your life changes is anything you spend time on changes her life masturbating at computer for 17 hours a day changes your life is certainly working for a cubicle for 360 I’ll get changes you want anything you do changes your life because realities completely suggestible you just have to put the African community to your friends all doing it going saying is anything you come up with you combine your imagination what time and action and intent of service management should content action and time you contract that’s how you attracted to you because of the fingers me Adams and now in the matter for Ally’s call for change and make it what you want me to see experiments how your night was and how hard vacation so this weird dictation software to totally f*cked up everything saying that’s okay because the secret passage and keep making your figured out how much and we’ll need anything is if you figure it out yourself
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a few months ago i got a gig from www.theagencyonline.com being in a music video directed by Nigel Parry of a song by Charlie Mars
i, of course, didn’t know either of these people
and wasn’t getting paid
but went along for the experience (as i was house sitting in the village and it was being filmed there anyway)
My brother sent me a link to the video last week
(a friend of his works for some company that works with Nigel Parry, sent the link to him, he recognized me and sent it on to Louis: i hadn’t seen it yet)
but today i got an email saying it had made it’s debut on line
Here is a link to the Vanity Fair piece:
http://www.vanityfair.com/online/daily/2010/05/vf-exclusive-nigel-parrys-directorial-debut.html
there’s a nice little interview with the musician and director there.
of course, when they were describing the multiple faces thing they said “like that Michael Jackson video”
and that’s what everyone thinks of
i went and watched “Black or White” and the faces only feature for a minute at the end (the rest is a crazy billion dollar mini-movie ala… michael jackson)
the VF piece talks about Parry’s inspiration being Godley & Creme’s “Cry”
which i think is excellent, best by far in the meme (first though, best thought)
one of the comments referenced another band named Cursive
watching all these videos i really loved seeing all the faces flickr by
so i’ve embedded them all here after the cut
give them a watch
if you know of any other music videos that use this idea
link or embed them in in comments, i’d like to see them.
There are many other Faces… click here to see a bunch of embedded videos
(written on the train 3days ago)
thank you mercury
I guess you’re helping me weed out wastes of time
of course I’m not pure yet
but I feel such a clarity
your slowing down
turning
perspective switching
I feel less attracted to sex
to orgasm
desiring more The Friend
I just realized how temporary this is
but it feels good and scary
being with people and not wanting sex
just adoration and loving
just intimacy
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is that how it works?
I didn’t like the taste of his cologne
but admired his thick veiny uncut appendage
I had to grip it to make it firm
rubbed my beard on the sac
(El was telling me a story of being in Edinburgh on Christmas
walking the royal mile
some Italian girls admiring a busking bag-piper
working up the nerve
one of them got
to cross the pavement
and ask him what was under his kilt
he said “have a look”
she lifted it up and he was bare
she said
“is that your bag-pipe?”
he said
“yes. would you like to blow it?”
and they walked off together
T-T-T-True story.)
mine was between his calves
I was a little bored at his lack of interraction
so I went hunting through his aura
I was Looking For Li-i-i-i-i-i-ife
what’s it like to be Serbian
from Belgrade
speak a slew of languages
having studied at MIT and London and settle in Dubai
what is Dubai like?
I sucked I’m
all the way into me and searched
we both came
I got an inkling
and we talked
layed around
and stirred it up
and came again
at 67
he was impressed
he had never cum so quickly again
we talked more
looked at pictures
followed his path on the iPhone map
and had sex again
it was dry
and I climbed upon him
pushing it out
got a flash of the road near the top of the mountain by Heartwood
the dust after a car passes
catching the light of the sun through the trees
after hiking up the slope barefoot
heading for the airstrip
tit for tat?
did he get that image from my orgasm?
did I imbue him with some essence of myself
as imagine I have with every wasted drop
a way to spend the days
the little price
of interstitial moments
of Life
of my Life
the facia that holds everything together
or used to
now we’re floating free
in our American circumstance
forgotten where we’re from, where we’ve been, where we’re going
barreling ahead with linear intention
throwing sparks at every turn
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busy day
yoga class
suprise casting call for a Japanese pop video
had to get the mail from my maybe-new Chelsea flat
massage client I wanted to say “I love you” to, but didn’t want to fuck his head or heart
dinner break
of what?
everyone is busy with life
ate alone at Two Boots
and headed down to der Oude Wall to walk to the piers
all obscured with fucking decorated fences
I walked south
past the homeless person’s
space
(what do they keep in all those bags?
what do they keep in them? what?
sone guy on the subway pushing TWO loaded dollies.. what the fuck are in those bags? we who have houses fill them with useless shit, what could poosiblt be so necessarry to push around on your own through crowded trains? I used to carry too much junk with me when I was homeless… let it fucking go… What’s in those bags?)
I sat on a bench
watching the sun set on Brooklyn heights
waving to the heart of Figleaf: Hi over there
descending darkness
Internet not working
I wanted to post
“Its Beltane Eve… what am I doing alone?”
but even the Internet had abandoned me
so I just sat there eating expensive goji berry chocolate
wondering what the fuck these berries looked like fresh
had I eaten them in Mongolia?
I then went to meet the man visiting from Dubai
which I already wrote about
not a friend
silly
exhausted myself and headed home
where I’m writing this on the train
what I wanted to write about was the casting:
they called me because they needed a cHasidic Jewish guy for the video
thought I’d work
when I got there
and signed the sheet
I saw someone else had signed for that role as well
hadn’t gone yet
I looked around the room
and there he was: a real chassid in full penguin suit
fuck me, I’m not getting that role!
but I sat and talked with him
he said he’d left the fold
his family ostracized him
he’s not religeous at all anymore
but he kept the costume so he could get acting and modeling gigs as one
there was an ease to the conversation
but a heaviness to my heart
through his smiling face
I’ve been reading more about catholic priest child rape lately
why does so much damage get inflicted
in the name of love?
one more in the name of love!
when she came to collect him
she asked how to pronounce his name
he shrugged and said
“Loser”
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