Month: December 2008

Some editorial
( in a fashion magazine )
About
With the decline of the economy
People are turning to religeon

My economist friend retorts:
”
of course!
When people have no money and can no longer buy things
They’ll say ‘ oh, we don’t like those things of the material world… The spiritual is so much better…’
! people are so predictable!
”

I laughed
We all did
But on the train ride home
I had to think of the men I’m attracted to
–materialists all
More sensualists than horders
(though it is the horders who are more likely to attempt to horde me)

And how I’ve always been a bit repulsed by the men who try and turn me on with “spirituality”

Maybe for that reason
Not the love of the devine
But for the same reason homeless people are always talking about God
: they’re losers in that realm and try a slight of hand in the etherial realm where things might not be so apparent

But it is, Blanch… It is

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iForgot how coffee makes it impossible to sleep

But iDid have a lovely evening

(shocked as shit no one blogged it)

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Many people
I feel like it’s an energy leak

When I get very familiar with someone
I get too open with them

When we lie with eachother in the dark
I feel wherever they touch me is like an energy leak

As if all the energy in me is only there through facilitated diffusion
And if I let myself leak while sleeping
I won’t automatically replenish
Not enough energy will just flow through me
I will wake up exhausted

I figure it’s just because I’ve always worked to compacit my energy… And most don’t
So naturally
Through homeostasis
I get drained with most people

Of course
I must be wrong…
There are some…
But I don’t know

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