we’re in the final stages of compiling the 50 Words book
back in January, Nayland put out this Meme
original post:
http://naylandblake.livejournal.com/242632.html
and within a few days
we all got together and decided we’d make a book for ourselves
about the book idea:
http://naylandblake.livejournal.com/243073.html
— the book will be hosted on Lulu.com
print-on-demand
available only to people who’s work is IN the book
(if you want to give a copy to someone else then you need to print it for yourself and give it to that person on your own volition)
it’s a cute little pocket-sized book of smut
easy to carry with you anywhere…
cover designed by naylandblake
layout by myself
primary text and information gathering by thornyc
— we need a few more permissions before we’ll put the book up for print
(so if you’ve been sent to this page from my inqueries, please leave your permission in the comments here)
i left the big island friday morning
last week
my intention was to move across the island
once i’d finished my month commitment with N&K
and live at another farm
where i would have internet access and electricty
the man who owns that farm wanted to meet me, of course
and doesn’t live there full time
so
because i have an “art opening” in new york
i suggested i fly to meet him on the mainland instead
so i could be there for my opening
the only good flight he could get
was the next morning
so off i went
i spent the weekend in the SF bay area
this man i’ve met has agreed to mentor me
… i’ve always wanted a mentor
and i believe he is the right person
per many a friend’s suggestion
the relationship is not sex based
he thinks and processes like i do
but he’s older
and much better/clearer at it
so he’s helping me sort through some of the lies i tell myself
— i’ve needed this for a long time
and being in my saturn return as i am
i am ripe for this treatment
(if i continue in this way.. .i’ll be blowing around the world for the next 28 years… if i survive that)
so we’vve got some plans in the works for me
as it looks now
i’ll be living in Vermont this summer
working on his farm up there
i will visit NYC occasionally…
and the midwest
in the fall
i will return to the farm in hawaii to live for a few years
(stationary-like)
and go to school
get my self focused!
so there’s that
the vaugeries of my plans
i’ve known for a long time how a kiln works
if you open the door when you’re firing your pieces
the process doesn’t work.
i realize a lot of what i’ve been posting here has been my standard journaling
which, shince i’ve been 14, has been about what’s going on internally
but when i post here
i’m making all sorts of little edits
and it’s fucking up my process
so i’m going to keep the door closed a while
i’m not going to be writing, publicly, about my internal process
like this post
this is the last of this kind.
.. so tehre will be a lot more private posting in here
Still
i’ll put up events and where-abouts
and the occasional rambling conversation scraps and ideas
restraint…
happy saturn return to you all.
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