i had a very good morning
i didn’t wake up early
and was a bit wobbly still from the hang over
not so graceful
bumping into walls a bit
but
after enough water
Jim and i headed off to the mountain
and hiked..
for about four hours.
i got a bit of a tan
and a slight buzz in my legs…
Jim was wobbly by the end of it
— but we were working stuff out.
i took lots of pictures
Ahhh
to get up High.
i can’t believe i’m going to Peru.
— the day had conversations
and lots of stories..
some repeats.
lunch with Frank Martin
— he posted the pics i gave him on his website
if i could be so prolific!
i thought of so many things i wanted to write about
sex
massage
magic?
i don’t remember
lonliness?
gambling with age?
anyway
i’m tired now
and have no idea how i’ll leave everything behind..
but i will.
it was a good day
good massage
good cuddling
(thanks guys)
good stories
and
it’s always pretty amazing
here
the mass of people’s lives
from how long ago
damn
never enough time
and me to go around.
yes
sex should be fun
but a bit more than Play
so often
sex is a way of getting to know someone
and once i’ve gotten to know them enough
the desire
shall we say
has worn off?
sex is a nourishment
and many are starving
but sometimes it’s not enough
— and there are different flavors
in NYC i eat italian for the spice, really
but i could stand a steady diet of episcopal cuddling.
what’s the wish, then?
there’s a passing on of knowledge..
yes.
there’s the ReCreation of the world
of eachother
yes
it should be more than a few minutes
one passive
one active
it should be a dynamic dance
play..
sex is not something to base a relationship on
but it is certainly something to follow…
if it calls you
i love the sweat
the rush and push
that man.. that Teacher for Oakland
Oh!
i could imagine that going on forever!
but there are other feelings
of desperation
lonliness
need
not so good
but what was the good?
the chance meeting
the brushing of skin and fur
and the immediate stiffening and firing
yes
like that.
what more?
i still imagine it could be used to focus and attain everything
well… in part…
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